A space so in between

I’m full of angst 

Like a teenager ready to run the world 

I’m ready for the next step 

The big jump 

I am ready to fall 

In love with life again 

I am still so young 

But my soul is so old 

I know I’ve walked this earth 

A million times 

Do I want to be content? 

Do I want unpredictability? 

Am I bored or at peace? 

Questions fill my head 

And early mornings fill my eyes with tears 

Who am I 

Supposed to be 

When I dont even know 

Me 

From spring to summer 

I sit in the strangest in between 

On one ring filled hand 

I am full of life 

I have given life 

On the other softly wrinkled hand 

I am longing for more 

Twenty- five years young 

Twenty- five years old